"Tonight there'll be no laughing, tonight there'll be no song,
the letters on the table there will linger there til' dawn.
Take down the shrine, wrap pictures up, still the anxious sound,
put out the flame, face the blame, plant memories in the ground..."
Now, for the upside of things. Austin is still the city that fits me in every way. It gives me the city, the cowboys, the artists, the music, and it is a city full of possibility. I know that I will eventually make it work, and I can feel an amazing ride coming soon. Don't worry about me, just send your thoughts my way, and I will find my way.
Thanks so much to my mom, who talked me through an anxious spell today, how do mom's always know what to say? I have never met another artist who has the prospective, the wisdom, and the psychic energy that she has. read her blog. http://daughtersoftheshadowmen.blogspot.com
Thanks to Cate who is working to get my website up, and to Jeremy who is editing my video. Thanks to Diana, who I know loves me in spite of the confusion that is my circumstance right now. I'm just a little tired and anxious. Most days the world seems like mine to conquer, today, however, I feel like a speck of sand on a desert island beach. The human condition is bearing down so hard today. Thanks to my family and the friends who really do know me. Lastly, thanks to the universe, who always comes through, but do you always have to wait until 11:59pm?